it could be because i was born with an environment surrounded by females species that is why i am closer with guys now. it may be because i got somewhat thirsty with my dad's attention and presence that is why i would rather spend some hours chatting with guy friends, than spending time with kikay things with girl barkadas. i can't dig out for the real reason. i just know that i am one of them. :)
i remembered when i was in my preschool. i used to be close with classmates, mark david vitug and antonio talastas. just recently, i came across antonio and i just realized that he is now a she. lol
when i was in highschool, i was closer to guys than girls too. i spent most of my mirror (student publication) times with jonathan. though i have a great number of girl friends, i would probably consider that spending times with paul benjie and paul nicolo as one of the greastest, not to mention my happiest moments with nino, harold and chichard (happy birthday chard! muah!).
my four years of college was most of the time spent having gimmicks, out of towns and drinking sessions with caloy. what, he is one hell of a great friend. and what i really liked about him is that he would simply laugh about my crazy thoughts, but would always cry with me when i am in despair. i remembered, few days before graduation, brian and i had a huge fight. caloy was there, not just to comfort me but to make sure that he would walk me into my dorm after a lasingan and iyakan night.
the list could be endless. me being with jeff >>> cams with thesis groupmates obej, emon and dumlao >>> cams with kuya alex and kuya ely >>> inuman sessions with kuya bok and erick >>> dematisse and malate days with jocel >>> firing with a bunch on maskulados >>> gimmicks with engel, benjie and eric.
but you see, me, being here in westgrove is quite cool. we are six here in the admin office, ma'am cherry, eric, architect eric, engr, benjie and kuya don. sooner, ma'am cherry will be leaving for a higher position. after work, i would usually spend times hanging out in the security office and would blab about anything under the sun.
and what do i feel about being one of them? more than the fact that i feel secured being with them, i could say that i am sooooo comfortable being with them and being one of them. what else could i ask for? learning the real nature of guys (anu, punta tayong aurora's?), laughing about their wildest thoughts (anu, ilang beses nga ulit si alain, benj? hahaha!), imagining how hard it could be guy (e gwapo ka eric e...tsk!), shouting panis to them when they turn down an offer of inuman, and so on and so forth... but on the contrary, seeing guy friends being on their worst (and i mean, worst lol. say, pambabae, panlalait ng babae, at pagsisinungaling sa jowa) would always make me a bit scared of the idea of marriage, commitment and being a wife. and im telling you, there are those times that i want to show the part of real me (being a girl), but i simply cant. syempre, kahit gusto mong magdrama, wag na. mga lalake kasi, macho. they wont understand how bad you feel. minsan nga, they would laugh about it pa. same with kilig moments. di mo din pedeng i-share sa kanila just like that. (ang hirap pa man ding kinikilig mag isa, lol.) and the hardest part of it all, is the chance that you could be too attached to one of these guys and your heart might want something more... but let's not talk about that. that is completely a different angle. but you see, im telling you. it pays to be one of the boys.. tsk!
when i was in highschool, i was closer to guys than girls too. i spent most of my mirror (student publication) times with jonathan. though i have a great number of girl friends, i would probably consider that spending times with paul benjie and paul nicolo as one of the greastest, not to mention my happiest moments with nino, harold and chichard (happy birthday chard! muah!).
my four years of college was most of the time spent having gimmicks, out of towns and drinking sessions with caloy. what, he is one hell of a great friend. and what i really liked about him is that he would simply laugh about my crazy thoughts, but would always cry with me when i am in despair. i remembered, few days before graduation, brian and i had a huge fight. caloy was there, not just to comfort me but to make sure that he would walk me into my dorm after a lasingan and iyakan night.
the list could be endless. me being with jeff >>> cams with thesis groupmates obej, emon and dumlao >>> cams with kuya alex and kuya ely >>> inuman sessions with kuya bok and erick >>> dematisse and malate days with jocel >>> firing with a bunch on maskulados >>> gimmicks with engel, benjie and eric.
but you see, me, being here in westgrove is quite cool. we are six here in the admin office, ma'am cherry, eric, architect eric, engr, benjie and kuya don. sooner, ma'am cherry will be leaving for a higher position. after work, i would usually spend times hanging out in the security office and would blab about anything under the sun.
and what do i feel about being one of them? more than the fact that i feel secured being with them, i could say that i am sooooo comfortable being with them and being one of them. what else could i ask for? learning the real nature of guys (anu, punta tayong aurora's?), laughing about their wildest thoughts (anu, ilang beses nga ulit si alain, benj? hahaha!), imagining how hard it could be guy (e gwapo ka eric e...tsk!), shouting panis to them when they turn down an offer of inuman, and so on and so forth... but on the contrary, seeing guy friends being on their worst (and i mean, worst lol. say, pambabae, panlalait ng babae, at pagsisinungaling sa jowa) would always make me a bit scared of the idea of marriage, commitment and being a wife. and im telling you, there are those times that i want to show the part of real me (being a girl), but i simply cant. syempre, kahit gusto mong magdrama, wag na. mga lalake kasi, macho. they wont understand how bad you feel. minsan nga, they would laugh about it pa. same with kilig moments. di mo din pedeng i-share sa kanila just like that. (ang hirap pa man ding kinikilig mag isa, lol.) and the hardest part of it all, is the chance that you could be too attached to one of these guys and your heart might want something more... but let's not talk about that. that is completely a different angle. but you see, im telling you. it pays to be one of the boys.. tsk!
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